:: Get Motivated ::

"Don't waste your time. Just go for it"

"Never say I don't know"

This two qoutes were told to me by Kak Ina a.k.a Ummi. She is the owner/headmistress at Razi's nursery place. I love to hear her speech. But if it's more than 30 minutes, rasa mcm nak lari sangat dah. Hehehe.. She is soooo a motivated person. If I feel want to reboot my self-esteem, I will go see her and chat. Sure she will give me a fast course motivation course either parental skill or self esteem motivation. She always mention to say Alhamdulillah for everything that we have or get. Don't proud, always humble and thank you to Allah.

The two qoutes above was really strike me when she said it. I'm a person that opposite from those caracters. I always purposely wasting my time. Always say cannot because I'm always being negative and always in a low level confident. Huu..I'll try my best to change and save these two qoutes in my memory. Hopefully I'll change for better. I admit that I adore my boss as she is just only 34 years old but she owns an international company. Some more it's an ID firm. She's really not wasting her time.

Today, I'm fasting. First time in my life, I felt so tired, sleepy and badan melayang-layang macam nak pitam. Cabaran sungguh~ Sungguh tak pernah aku rasa tak bermaya sangat selama 28 tahun 6 bulan aku idup kat dunia ni.. Hehe..Balik tu, aku ajak en fadzli shah a.k.a suamiku gi Car4. Buka puasa kat sana je. Memang nak boikot Mcdonalds...Huuu..Tapi teringin sgt na mkn prosperity burger..Agak2 masuk neraka tak? Ngee~ Takutnyeee... Tapi makan gak. Ai...Suhida..suhida..Tak kuat sungguh iman kau.

Hmm..guess what. Mootera Reyka did not call me until today. Same goes to Zhen Ora. But never mind. Aku dah ok.Hehe...

Letihlah..nak tidur dah.. Maybe I have to stayback at office tomorrow and maybe I have to work overtime on Saturday. I must finish my work before the Mr Jojo come back on Monday.. I have to show him my commitment.. Pressure..pressure... Alahai... Banyak tul workload aku. Agak2 leh abis tak sebelum mamat Jojo tu balik?

Takpe,takpe..Ko ragging aku awal2 ni....tunggulah aku confirm nanti..Hehe..belum apa-apa dah keluar tanduk si Suhida ni..Ngee~

Hehe..

~ s u h i d a ~