:: Extra Happy ::

Assalamualaikum...

Isnin lepas kitorang keluar beramai-ramai dengan famili mak mertua sekali. Abang day off, so saja jalan-jalan. Pergi makan ikan bakar kat Jalan Bellamy. Ingatkan tutup sebab Raya Cina tapi bukak jugak.. Alhamdulillah. Frust jugak aku sebab ayam bakar dah abis. Lama tak makan ayam bakar kat situ. 

Mak and cik Lily.

"Ala..cian Izzat, duduk dalam stroller je" cakap abang Razi.

Kejap je dah besar..Huu..

Sampai kat Ikea dah pukul 4 petang tapi padat sungguh. Ingatkan Raya Cina tak ramai orang, tapi ramai jugak orang. Huhuhu... Compare Ikea sekarang dengan Ikea 10 tahun dulu, beza tul orang punya crowded. Dulu takde lah seramai macam hari ni. Orang dah mampu membeli kot..

Aku suka scheme colour macam yang ada kat space dalam gambar kat bawah ni. Tengok makcik tu buat macam rumah sendiri pulak. Hehe.. Mesti tengah berangan punya tu. Siap silang kaki letak atas kerusi lagi. Betul tak aku cakap diorang ni buat macam rumah sendiri je. Harhar~

Abang punya ayat. "Abang suka kalau kat depan nanti macam ni..Ada kabinet, kerusi macamni je.Pastu ada rak nak letak buku. Nak letak buku kite ke, buku budak2 ke..So,ada tempat buku nanti.."

Ecece...Aku nak tergelak je dengar dia cakap camtu. Tapi anggukje la.. Terusik gak hati sebab bersungguh2 dia cerita kat aku dia nak uma tu cane nanti. Seronok tengok abang excited camtu. (sebab jarang nak nampak dia excited).

Sampai kat kitchen section lak. Abang terminat lak dengan konsep dapur cam kat bawah ni. Harga semua tu termasuk cabinet dengn wall cabinet + meja makan + 2 kerusi tu dalam RM2781. Ok kot price dia. Aku pun dah takleh nak agak dah harga built in sekarang ni. Tapi,maybe ok kot price dia. Cuma mahal sikit je.

Cik Lily tercabut panel kat hud tu. Haha..Caught in action.

Baiknya abang..
Suka dia naik rocking horse ni.

Balik tu kitorang gi makan kat Bora Asmara..

Sedapnya sirloin stik aku ni. Tapi mahal weh..RM34.90. Ugh~ Nasib abang belanja. Hehe..

Sekali sekala dapat jalan-jalan syok betul. Hihi..

~ s u h i d a ~

:: I'm Trying Hard ::

Today I've been asked by Idzham, Ina's boyfriend to help him on his sister's new house. He gave me an ideas on the space planning. It's a one and a half storey bungalow. Below is my sketches which I would like to share. At the entrance, they will be a small space to show transition from the outside to the inside and simply can be a place to put shoes, umbrella, etc.

After enter the house they will be a living room and entertainment room. Then they will be dining room and the kitchen. Straight from the entrance,we will view a bar counter which first I decide to put console table. Then,we came with an idea to put a bar counter. I would say it's more functional to add bar counter as a focal point rather than the console table. Outside of the living room, entertainment room and dining room or facing the garden will have timber deck corridor and pergola structure. The interesting part is Idzham wants the Shoji sliding door to be used. It's a Japanese style door. This door will be located at the entertainment room and maybe can applied to the sliding windows facing the pergola but instead using paper, maybe we will use glass. At upstairs, they will be 1 master bedroom + 3 bedrooms and 3 bathroom.

An example of shoji sliding door

Above is another idea of house from Idzham. He likes this design because of the garden infront the house. It's quite interesting because of the japanese style that he admired. But I think in terms of security, it may not suitable. But this one maybe we can develop later.

I felt so enthusiast doing this because for me space planning is quit challenging and make fast sketches is a skill that one have to be develop. We have to think fast and answer client question as fast and smart as we could or if we can't do that, we are not a good Interior Designer. So, is that makes me one good ID? Harhar...Me still in a long way to be one. I would say that I admire my lady boss, Adlin which she is only 34 years old and have an international company. So young yet so successful. Looking at her, she is likes same age as me. But all is about how you speak and how you stand up yourself. That I have to learn. I need to change my style of talking, I guess. Sometimes when talking to boss or director or senior, my voice is like stuck in the throat, it don't want to go out loud. No matter how hard I tried..Harhar.. But if gossiping, sure my voice is loud and clear. Harr.. How ah?

I'm trying hard to change myself in career terms. I need to stand up and make one step further for my future career. It's either you will be in the same position for many years or you'll facing a challenging scope of works. But for sure must demand for high pay salary lah..If not,wasting my time only..harhar...

If me as an ID, I have to change my outfit to the office too..Harhar..But, how ar? Should I wear A3 paper? or a paint chart? This comic doesn't make sense at all.

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Dapat Award Dari Jue ::

Lambat jugak na ambik award dari Jue ni.. Mekasih eh Jue, first time dapat award. Hehehe... Aku kenal Jue dari forum M.com dengan nick name pinky_gal25.Masa tu kami sama-sama dalam keadaan mengandung. Tapi Jue beranak kan Iman awal dari aku. Jue yang aku tau, tinggal kat Ampang. Asben dia cikgu. Iman, anak Jue badan berketul-ketul macam Michelin...hantap!!! Geramnya.. Pastu Jue ada jual baju budak-budak secara online. (Sekarang ni tgh usha je dulu..beli nanti dulu ek Jue..tengok mana yang berkenan..Hehe..). Itu je lah sikit-sikit yang aku tau pasal Jue.

So..apa ek nak cerita 10 benda pasal diri aku..Emm..

1. Aku lahir kat tengah-tengah bandar KL, klinik sambi dekat je dengan Sogo pada hari Jumaat 18 Julai 1980. Kalau tahun Islam aku lahir 6 hari bulan puasa. Kesian mak aku kena ganti puasa banyak. Sori eh mak.

2. Aku anak ke3 dari 5 orang adik beradik. Itu adik beradik tak campur ngn anak abah ngn mak tiri aku. Kalau campur ngn diorang, aku anak ke3 dari 12 adik beradik. ye..ramai anak bapak aku kan.

3. Aku banyak sangat sekolah. Bukannya bapak aku askar/polis pun. Masa sekolah rendah, dua sekolah je. Masa sekolah menengah aku ada enam sekolah. Tapi malas nak cerita nape tukar banyak sekolah masa sekolah menengah.

4. Aku ni tersangatlah suka gaduh dgn mak aku. Gaduh-gaduh sayang gitu. Asal jumpa je, mesti ada je benda yang tak kena. Hehe..Tapi biasala..sape tak sayang emak,kan.

5. Aku kdg2 suka cakap sorang-sorang. Ngomel sorang-sorang. Kalau ada benda yang menyakitkan hati aku teringat, aku cakap ar sorang2..Hehehe..Pastu aku suka panggil mak. Kalau lalu kat bilik dia, aku mesti panggil mak..Mak sayang kak ida tak. Selalunya pertanyaan tu tak berjawab lah..Boring je.. Huu..

6. Aku paling tak suka masa aku budak2 dulu. banyak sangat kejadian yang memalukan berlaku kat aku. Sampai sekarang kadang2 kena gelak dengan adik beradik kalau diorang ungkit balik. Ugh~ Aku paling suka time aku sekolah menengah..Betul-betul enjoy punya zaman.

7. Aku pernah ada fibroid sebesar 6 cm. Aku buang fibroid tu melalui pembedahan batin. Berani mati punya. Takde bius. Cuma tutup mata, pastu baca Al-fatihah dengan selawat tak silap. Masa tu aku baru 4 bulan beranakkan Razi.

8. Masa sekolah dulu, aku pernah bawak motor member aku, pastu accident jatuh dalam gaung. Aku ok, tak cedera..tapi member aku kena operate. Masa tu dia cuma 50-50 je. Sampai sekarang aku still segan dengan kawan aku ni.

9. Aku suka jalan-jalan. Cita-cita aku,nak travel banyak tempat kat dunia ni. Kalau leh tiap-tiap tahun aku nak pasport aku tu bercop. Tapi,apakan daya....Huu..

10. Aku kalau makan apa-apa,mesti kena makan dengan cili sos. Haru...makan megi mee pun dengan cili sos.

Sekian serba sedikit pasal diri aku. Kalau ikutkan banyak nak cerita. Tak cukup 10 ni. Hehehe....Tak tau nak bagi award ni kat siapa. Kalau tak bagi leh tak..Aku bagi award ni kat :

Cik Nur Fadhilah (sebab blog ko kiyut la jugak...)

Ok,sekian maceh~

Rules: Citer kan apa yang korang tahu tentang penyampai award ni dan sila bagi 10 fakta tentang diri korang.

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Farah Tunang ::

Farah, adik abang dah melangsungkan majlis pertunangan pada 11 Januari yang lepas. Tahniah..

Ok tak sirih junjung ni? Sebenarnya aku yang buat. Leh bagi komen tak. Tak kisahlah komen macammana pun~

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Outing kat Taman Layang-layang Kat Area Selayang ::

Assalamualaikum......

Hari Ahad hari tu kitorang outing lagi. Syoknya. Mula2 plan nak ke Zoo. Tapi dah tutup. Masa tu baru pukul 4 lebih. Tapi aku tengok crowded gila dgn jalan tengah under construction,redha je lah pergi dari situ.

Abang : Zoo dah tutup. Nak pergi mana?

Aku : Pergi ke taman yang orang main layang-layang tu nak? (Tiba-tiba je terlintas nak ke situ).

Oklah. Luas tul tasik dia. Pastu punyalah ramai orang main layang-layang. Macam2 jenis layang-layang. Pastu ada laluan untuk joging dan untuk basikal/motor. Aku cuma tak puas hati dgn budak2 bawak motor kat situ. Dah tau tu tempat rekreasi, ada ramai budak2 kecik, janganla pecut macam haram. Kalau dah terlanggar anak orang, baru menyesal. Eii....Patut takleh bagi motor masuk.

Punyalah ramai manusia yeee...

Stereng jugak yang ditujunya.

Mak sayang korang, Razi Izzat.

Ayah pun sayang korang.

Duduk termenung apa la Razi oiiii..

Kalau leh na outing often lagi. Seronok tengok keletah razi kat luar rumah.

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Jalan-jalan Kat Padang Permainan ::

Assalamualaikum.........

Dah lama rasanya tak cerita pasal anak-anak. Asyik cerita pasal kerja je. Hehe~

Alkisah hari ni abang balik awal sikit sebab nak bawak kami pergi jalan-jalan ke taman. Ingatkan nak bawak pergi Zoo Negara ke, rupa-rupanya padang permainan kat Jalan Permata 2 je. Oklah tu..Bukan senang nak spend time together-gether.

Razi aku tolak naik basikal. Izzat disorong naik kereta sorong. Hehehe... Punyalah ramai budak-budak. Barang permainan tak banyak. Kawasan budak-budak nak main pun limited. Bila kitorang sefamili masuk je padang tu,semua budak-budak tengok Razi. Bukan tengok Razi, tapi tengok basikal dia. Sabar jela..

Dulu kat padang permainan ni tempat kitorang adik beradik, Abang Mi ngn Abang Ju selalu lepak. Ni cerita lebih kurang 20 tahun yang lepas tau. Masa dulu-dulu, mak abah tak kisah pun nak lepas kitorang gi main kat padang. Yelah, dulu mana ada kes culik2 sangat pun...Dalam geng-geng abang Mi ngn abang Ju, aku sorang je perempuan. Best tak? Kekeke..Dulu lasak gila siap meluncur turun dari tiang mainan yang macam sarang labah-labah tu. meluncur kepala dulu tau. Ish ish ish... Kat padang nilah, kitorang kena kejar ngn anjing. Aku ngn abg Ju sempat naik papan gelongsor yang tinggi tu. Abang Mi lari gila-gila kena kejar dengan anjing. Kahhhhh... Seronok kan masa budak-budak? Berlari-lari..Main je.

Tak lama pun kat padang. Razi pun bukan nak main sangat. Duk melekat je kat basikal. Kitorang jalan kaki pulak ke Giant. Bawak je basikal Razi tu masuk sekali. Kah...

Tak nak turun basikal, takut budak-budak lain ambik basikal dia. Sabar je la.
Anak sape la ni. Duk cubit-cubit pipi Izzat..
Bawak sekali basikal Razi naik Giant.
Alahai...comelnya anak-anak aku ni..Eiiii...Gerammm..
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Tadi aku tiba-tiba je rasa macam nak potong rambut. Dah lama rasanya tak berambut pendek. So,tengahari tadi,aku mandi basahkan rambut. Sambil ngadap cermin,aku terus potong. Harhar..Nasib baik menjadi aku potong. Tanya abang :

Aku : Abang, ok tak rambut kite?

Abang : (Setelah beberapa saat diam..Maybe pikir perkataan yang sesuai kot.Hmm..) Ok....

Aku kalau orang jawab ok je, memanglah tersangat tak puas hati.

Aku : Ok ke tak rambut kite ni?

Perasan muka aku dah lain..dengan terpaksanya menjawab..

Abang : Macam budak sekolah. (Sambil tersengih-sengih..Pe yg kelakar ntah).

Sakit hati je. Cubalah cakap straight to the point yang aku ni cute ke, comel ke...Boring sungguh. Ugh..

By the way, hari ni hari jadi Ina yang ke 24. Happy Birthday. Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan semoga semua yang baik-baik je dianugerahkan pada kau, Ina. Aminn...

~ s u h i d a ~

:: IDSKL. Meh Tengok Gambo ::

Let me take you to the IDS KL office. The workplace is spacious, no rooms at all except the toilet. If that one also they don't want to make a room, don't know what to say lah. Harhar~

Me at my table posing for office album.

This is my workplace. Awal2 lagi memang ar meja clear. Tunggu sebulan dua bulan lagi. Mau tunggang langgang. Hehe.. Sejuk gila tempat aku ni. Betul-betul kena aircond. Ada masa tu na type sms kat hp pun takleh sebab jari jemari ku dah keras kesejukan. Haru~

CAD Division. At the end of pathway is the pantry cum printing area cum solat place. Kat situ lah peti ais, drawer untuk paper storage, cutting area dan macam2 lagilah. Huru hara~
Betul-betul depan pintu masuk ialah reception counter ni, tempat kak Shima melayan aku tipon. Harhar~ Comel kan? Simple and sweet. Macam orangnya. Nanti aku tepek gambar Kak Shima, Miss Angkat Tipon tu. Hehe..
FF&E Division and boss table is at the window. Her workplace is the same with other staff except she got a 8 feet table la...Plus 8 feet side table. Wish I have that big workplace. Hmm..harapan, mobile pedestal pun takde lagi. Harhar~ Kalau dapat space besar cenggitu, mesti bersepah punya..Kuikuikui.. Guess what, I've been interviewed at this two chairs facing each other with a small red bowl on the table. Really an open concept kan? Cool is it?

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Get Motivated ::

"Don't waste your time. Just go for it"

"Never say I don't know"

This two qoutes were told to me by Kak Ina a.k.a Ummi. She is the owner/headmistress at Razi's nursery place. I love to hear her speech. But if it's more than 30 minutes, rasa mcm nak lari sangat dah. Hehehe.. She is soooo a motivated person. If I feel want to reboot my self-esteem, I will go see her and chat. Sure she will give me a fast course motivation course either parental skill or self esteem motivation. She always mention to say Alhamdulillah for everything that we have or get. Don't proud, always humble and thank you to Allah.

The two qoutes above was really strike me when she said it. I'm a person that opposite from those caracters. I always purposely wasting my time. Always say cannot because I'm always being negative and always in a low level confident. Huu..I'll try my best to change and save these two qoutes in my memory. Hopefully I'll change for better. I admit that I adore my boss as she is just only 34 years old but she owns an international company. Some more it's an ID firm. She's really not wasting her time.

Today, I'm fasting. First time in my life, I felt so tired, sleepy and badan melayang-layang macam nak pitam. Cabaran sungguh~ Sungguh tak pernah aku rasa tak bermaya sangat selama 28 tahun 6 bulan aku idup kat dunia ni.. Hehe..Balik tu, aku ajak en fadzli shah a.k.a suamiku gi Car4. Buka puasa kat sana je. Memang nak boikot Mcdonalds...Huuu..Tapi teringin sgt na mkn prosperity burger..Agak2 masuk neraka tak? Ngee~ Takutnyeee... Tapi makan gak. Ai...Suhida..suhida..Tak kuat sungguh iman kau.

Hmm..guess what. Mootera Reyka did not call me until today. Same goes to Zhen Ora. But never mind. Aku dah ok.Hehe...

Letihlah..nak tidur dah.. Maybe I have to stayback at office tomorrow and maybe I have to work overtime on Saturday. I must finish my work before the Mr Jojo come back on Monday.. I have to show him my commitment.. Pressure..pressure... Alahai... Banyak tul workload aku. Agak2 leh abis tak sebelum mamat Jojo tu balik?

Takpe,takpe..Ko ragging aku awal2 ni....tunggulah aku confirm nanti..Hehe..belum apa-apa dah keluar tanduk si Suhida ni..Ngee~

Hehe..

~ s u h i d a ~

:: My First Day Working ::

My first day of work was exhausted.

Woke up early, mandikan Izzat and Razi. Rush them to the nursery. Cannot feel anything when I passed Izzat to the cikgu. If not sure sedih punye..

My day at IDS quite busy and had to strive to improve to the Mr Jojo (the philiphino that interviewed me) that I'm qualified to get additional salary after probhation period. Sigh~

He said that after he interviewed me, he had interviewed another candidate. But he prefer me, so he said I have to prove to him that he did not make a wrong decision. Bengong betul mamat ni. Psiko~

Anyway, all the staff is nice. Good working environmet so far. Unfortunately there is no surau. We have to bentang tikar and sejadah at the corner of the pantry. Huh..Quite difficult for me to breastpump. I already purchased Spectra 3 through online MyBBStore.com. Maybe I can pump from my place, but still I sat in the middle of two guys. Malulah jugak, mesti dorang perasan punya walaupun pakai pump electric. Huuu...Still thinking how to manage it. Why people make it difficult to married women? People got married then cannot go to work ke?

Macamne aku na pump susu ni? Stress dah ni.. Stress..stress...

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Mission Accomplished ::

Wow..
How to start? My mission of job hunting had accomplished. Yeah right..I get an offer just now from IDS. I'm very very the happy right now. Alhamdulillah. So..tomorrow I'll be going to be a supermom again. I don't know whether I can cope with it or not, but I'll try my best. Hopefully new workplace will give me new experience and I'm gaining much more knowledge for my career development.

Wow..still can't believe it.

Nak kena beli kasut baru ni. Kasut yang aku pakai masa interview memang takleh pakailah.. Cantik je lebih. Tak function langsung. Nak kena beli baju baru lagi..( baju banyak tak muat dah sebab perut dah buncit..huu..) But still wah..seronoknye (nak shopping..kekekeke.....)Mak cakap kena belanja mak makan steak ni. Ok, set! Yelah, hari-hari kena dengar aku mengeluh pasal cari kerja ni. Ngee~

Anyway, I'm so glad that IDS had called before the Mooteara Reyka did. Lucky me.

Yeah, I realize I had meet one my 'My-Must-Do-Get-Be-and-Have 2009' list.

1. Must get a job real quick..and a good salary too..

Alhamdulillah....

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Interview Marathon ::

So I went for an interview at Mooteara Reyka yesterday morning at 9am as per what the boss request. Luckily no traffic jam on my way to Setiawangsa. I manage to reach early 15 minutes to the office. Well...no one is around. Sigh~ I didn't take breakfast yet.

I've been interviewed by the Design Director and I think it was going well. He knew somebody from my former office and actually he familiar with all companies that I've worked previously. (Luckily I did not put Medium in my resume, if not lagi banyak dia tanya pasal En Burn..Huh..)He gave me a good compliments on my portfolio which I never had from any interviewer. But to tell you the truth, I am 50-50 to work with this company. But, if they offer me so, I'll accept it as nowadays I find it's hard to get an interview. That time I'm hoping so much that IDS will call me anytime before I'll accept the offer~

Guess what, I'll receive a call from IDS during the interview. Rasa macam nak menjerit je masa tu. Tapi sabar ye cik Suhida. Cepatlah habis interview ni.

I called IDS and they invite me for an interview. Alhamdulillah. Terus aku cakap nak interview sekarang boleh tak. Si Shima tu cakap boleh, terus pergi interview. This time it's a Philliphino that interviewed me. He is one of the Project Designer I guess. He introduce himself as Joe. He asked me to introduce myself, story briefly of who I am. I've shocked a little bit as first (macamlah tak pernah kena interview camtu) but managed to tell him briefly of myself. He said it is to judge my confidence on how I stand up for myself. He said he noticed that local was not so outspoken and not confident. Wah,macam kau bagus sangat. Kau speaking pun macam haram. Yang kelakarnye, ada masa2 tu aku pun tak faham apa yang dia cakap. Huh~

So I asked him how long has he been in Malaysia. Sebab gaya lagak dia macam tau je orang Malaysia ni macamne. Baru dua bulan je kat Malaysia ni... Heiii..aku pernah jgak jumpa Philliphino yang tak berapa na bright jugak tau. Biasalah, mentang2 "pangkat ko tinggi". Aku memang tak senang orang2 yang pangkat tinggi2 ni cakap berdegar2. Ish..ish..ish..

Anyways, both of the companies will let me know later either I'll be joining them or not. But whichever offer that I'll get, I'll accept it and only hoping the best for myself and my family. Aminn...

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Episod 3 Acara Menelepon ::

Hari-hari sekarang kerja aku belek The Star tengok ad utk job ID. Tak banyak pun. Kalau ada pun, jauh-jauh and company pun macam tak menarik je. Maybe betul kata Kak Farha tunggu sampai Chinese New Year. After that most likely ada la tu banyak kosong. Sebab orang tunggu bonus.

Apa aku nak buat ni? Bila nak dapat kerja ni? Try kol Zen Aura tu lah. Janji nak kol aku balik this week. Ni dah end of the week dah, tak kol pun..Demand sangat kot gaji aku tu. Kol lah,ckp ngn Kak Jinie tu aku willing nak nego klu dia rasa banyak sangat aku mintak.Mm...IDS pulak cane. Dah lama aku tak kacau si Shima tu tanya cane application aku. Nak kol Zen Aura dulu ke, nak kol IDS dulu? Kol IDS dulu..ingat apa pengajaran hari tu. Kol IDS dulu.

Puan Suhida : Hello, selamat pagi.

Puan Angkat Tipon : Pagi. (Suram je suara. Tau la baru pukul 9.30 pagi)

Puan Suhida : Boleh saya cakap dengan Shima?

Puan Angkat Tipon : Ya, saya Shima.

Puan Suhida : Emm.. Shima, saya ni Suhida yang hantar resume hari tu. Cane ye, ada gud news ke?

Puan Shima : Bos saya tak balik lagi lah.

(Lama nya bos ko pergi bercuti ke Dubai.. Geram pulak aku. Tak tau ke orang tgh desperate nak kerja ni. Dah lah bercuti lama. Masuk lambat pulak tu. Huh, pukul berapa dah ni? Bestnya jadi bos. Masuk pukul berapa pun haram orang tak kisah.)

Puan Suhida : Oh, ye ke? Bila dia balik sini?

Puan Shima : Dia dah balik dah. Tapi tak masuk opis lagi. Nanti I will let you know,ok?

Puan Suhida : Oklah..(dah tak tau nak cakap apa dah..) Bye..Thanks ye.

Puan Shima : Ok, bye.

Terasa mcm ada sinar harapan kembali. Wahh...Relieve pun ada, bengang pun ada. Takpela,aku takyah kol Zen Aura dulu. Tengok next week cane ngn IDS. Serius, aku gila-gila cari kerja sekarang ni.

Psiko betul aku ni. Hehehe..

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Yahoo!

Bukan http://www.yahoo.com/ ye..Tapi yahoo alhamdulillah.

Finally...Finally I've got phone call from Mutiara Reka for an interview this evening. The girl on the phone asked me when I'm free. I said I'm free on Monday,since today is already Friday. Duh~ My interview will be on Monday by 9am.. (paginya..takpelah..pagi kan rezeki mudah masuk...aminn..)

Alhamdulillah again.. (dengan muka tersengih-sengih..hepi je dari dapat phone call tu sampai sekarang..)

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Kena Tag ::

Aku kena tag by Mai. So,dgn rajinnya aku na menjawab tagmu itu.

THREE NAMES PEOPLE CALL YOU
Ida/Kak Ida (panggilan manja giteww kat rumah)
Suhida (Kengkawan yang rapat je.Kalau panggil aku nama lain,maknanye tak rapatla tu..)
Sue (Panggilan yang paling boring sekali..tapi orang dah panggil,nyahut je la..)

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
18/7/1980 : Date I was born. I'm sorry mak causing your a lot of pain on my birth..
2/6/2006 : Tied the knot with En Fadzli Shah
20/3/2007 & 22/10/2008 : Gave birth to Razi and Izzat. I love u guys.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
Shopping
Go jalan-jalan (Don't care where as long jalan-jalan)
High Pay Salary (Kalau boleh nak gaji puluh ribu..huuu..)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW
Sempurna by Andra and The Backbone
Hakikat Sebuah Cinta by Iklim
Old Macdonald Had A Farm (hari-hari nyanyi dgn Razi..huu..)

THREE PERSON YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST
Ada leeer..hehe..

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
Apa ek..takdela..pakai je la apa yang ada sekarang ni.Ekonomi tgh merundum giteww..huu..

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
Main Pet Society kat Facebook
Blogging
Korek Hidung

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
Krabi (terpengaruh dengan Zaihan la ni..)
Sabah, Sarawak & Brunei (sebab tak pernah pergi lagi)
US Disneyland (ngada-ngada la pulak kan..)

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTER
Sin Chan
Dragon Ball
Doraemon & Nobita (takde orang suka ke?aku suka,lantakla..)

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO
Giant
Giant
Giant (takde tempat lain ke nak pegi haa?)

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
Milo Ais
Oren Laici
Vitagen (kalau Atuk beli untuk Razi, mak yang tukang ngabiskan)

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
Sejak tak kerja ni jarang ar pakai handbag.

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
Purple
Green
Blue

TOP THREE FOODS YOU LOVE SO MUCH
Prosperity Burger
Mee Tomyam makan kat padang besar hari tu..Sedapnye.
Ayam Rendang

TOP THREE 'THINGS' SPECIAL TO YOU
All the rings and jewelleries abang bought for me.
My Satria WHW 7468
Spek mata aku. Kalau hilang,tak nampak pulak kang.

TOP THREE ATTITUDES YOU LIKE
Funny
Selamba je
Sensitif sikit perasaan orang k..jangan sedap mulut je bercakap.

TOP THREE FACES YOU LIKE
John Travolta (cutenyeee..)
Razi dan Izzat (semestinya)
Muka suami ku En Fadzli Shah yang kiyut miyut giteww...(takkan tak suka tengok muka suami ek)

THREE THINGS YOU'LL BE DOING TOMORROW
Mandikan Razi pastu suap makan
Hantar Razi gi Taska pastu bermalas-malasan dengan Izzat kat rumah
Tak tau lagi nak kol opis2 orang lagi ke tak ni. Letih dah.

TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME
Aku takleh tidur sekarang ni
Sibuk jawab tag
Dan nak tag orang2 yang seterusnya pulak.

kalo rajin korang buat la yek... tiada paksaan hehe..
- adik Nur Fadhilah (ko tak pernah kena tag,kan?haa..jawab tag aku ni..)
- kak sue saveme zero
- jue ayu
- ainey ibu mifzal

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Razi Got Angry ::

I'm not sure what to write but maybe I can story a little bit of what happened today. I didn't send Razi to nursery from last week until today due to 'kudis api' that he got from his cousin. So this whole week quite hectic and it's like a vision of what I'm facing after we moving to our own house. I can imagine I'm screaming or running upstairs and downstairs by myself with two toddlers in the house. Ngee~

So today Razi hit his head himself on the floor marble three times. He was so piss off because abang didn't take him jalan-jalan naik motor before going to work. After had c-sect during deliver Izzat, I never carry Razi, no matter how loud he's crying. But today I have too since he is really shouting and screaming. Look at him crying and felt cheated made me ignore my pain. I carry him up and hug him but after a while, he never stop crying. I took him for a ride by MyVi. Then he stop crying. Pity Razi.

One of Razi's like to do now is jalan-jalan. Everyday he must go outside. Either naik motor or follow mak ndak to Giant or just playing around at the car porch. He already understand the word jalan-jalan. If someone mentioned jalan-jalan, for sure he'll running to shoe rack and scream 'kasut..kasut' if he couldn't reach it.

Lately Razi was so active. He likes to hit opah's face, pull mak ndak's hair, he fight back when we said 'no', even he imitate the way I scold him. Huu.. I didn't mean to scold him, I don't want to but sometimes I have to and some of it I'm regret doing it. I'm wondering why recently his behaviour is like that. I just miss my little cute Razi. Watching video of him when he first attempt to walk makes me thinking how could I angry with him? Maybe because he just got jealous with Izzat. I have to really look at Izzat all the time if Razi is around. Razi once got cubit from me after he tried to step on Izzat's belly and one time he kicks Izzat's head. Geramnya aku kalau ingat balik and it's like an autopilot when my hands also lay on his chubby cheek.

But Razi loves Izzat actually. He will kiss Izzat most of the times. But still have to watch out because he'll manage to poke Izzat after that. Grrr...Hehehe..Razi..Razi..

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Rombongan Meminang 2 ::

Ni sambungan cerita meminang yang tak abis lagi hari tu.

Sebelum tu nak tunjuk dulu barang-barang hantaran yang aku dan adik Ina buat. Macam aku dah biasa buat, oklah. Tengok Ina semangat nak tolong aku buat hantaran, ada masa-masa tu kelakar jugak.

Ini antara barang-barang yang dibeli sebelum start buat. Adala dalam rm300 lebih gak ar..

Bunga yang dah diikat dengan riben.

Bekas cincin dengan merpati dua joli. Ngee~

Bakul buah. Simple je.

Lima dulang je.

Sirih junjung alhamdulillah jadi. Heehe...

Wang hantaran ikut yang diorang bincang RM10,044.00 termasuk mas kahwin. Kalau ikutkan trend kat Kedah, RM10K tu paling murah ar.

Gambar-gambar sekitar majlis pertunangan abang Ju dan Azizah
Sambung cerita, pergi Wang Kelian tu kiranya kawasan tu sempadan Malaysia -Thailand dah. Cakap dengan abang, wah dah pergi ke luar negara lah kite ni. Hehehe..Dia sengih je sebab Perlis pun baru nilah sekali dia sampai... Untung Razi ngn Izzat ek,baby lagi dah sampai Siam. Ngee~ Tapi kitorang kena tinggalkan kad pengenalan kat kaunter kastam tu bila na masuk ke seberang. Panjang jugak ar deret kedai dia. Nasib sekarang ni musim tengkujuh, even masa kitorang sampai tu pun tengah rintik2. Dulu last sekali aku pergi lima tahun lepas kot tak silap. Panas jenahang masa tu, tak tahan.

Tak beli apa-apa sangat kat Wang Kelian,tapi beli periuk dan kuali untuk rumah baru nanti. Abang presentkan kain thai silk. Tenkiu abang~ Pastu aku beli baju blaus harga RM28,mintak murah dapat RM25. Tunjuk kat abang, dia gelakkan baju aku tu. Aku pun tak faham kenapa.

Pastu,kitorang patah balik pergi ke Padang Besar. Perut dah lapar. Mak dan abah ni tanak makan ke. Diorang terus nak gi shopping. Abang ajak minum dulu ke,biar mak dan abah berjalan dulu. Abang order Mee Tomyam. Sedap gila....Betul,sampai sekarang aku jadi macam mengidam. Hehe.. Terlupa nak ambik gambo kedai tu. Kalau ada gambo, kalau korang pergi Padang Besar,lehla singgah.

Balik dari Padang Besar, kitorang pergi pulak ke Pulau Pinang. Abang Mi saja ajak nak bawak Daniel naik feri. Masa na ke terminal feri tu,punyalah panjang. Lama gak ar jam. Si Razi dah takleh nak duduk diam2 lagi dah kat dalam car seat dia. Duk jerit2 dah takleh duk diam. elok bila dah nak sampai sangat kat tol feri tu, dia leh tido. Huu..Razi..Razi..Yang kelakarnya, kitorang dpat park kereta barisan depan sekali. Razi baru bangun tidur, abang dah kejut bawak dia keluar, nak rasa angin laut. Angin dia punyalah kuat. Terkejut Razi, menangis2 takut.

~ s u h i d a ~

:: New Year Story ::

You know I have totally forgotten that there will (always) be celebration to welcome the New Year. Well, yes, one of the reasons being I never actually celebrated one, and I can't really see the joy of being another year older. I just realized it is new year when abang called me from his workplace wishing me a happy new year. Bye bye 2008.

Yes, 2008 has been another great year for me. Stressful, conflicts, tears, laughter, experiences and places, I quit my job, be independent by doing freelance, a new status from mom of one, I became a mom of two. Yes, a new baby boy.. it was all complete. And I can't be more thankful to Him for helping me going through everything patiently. The different perspectives in handling them somehow taught me maturity and control over myself. I'm glad.

Life's short. With the increase of age it would be shorter. And for many, with the increase of age, the number of things we wanna do before we die also increase. And as years pass by, we come to notice that time is ticking even faster than we imagine. And yes, everyday, we are running out of time. And yes again, my mind is quite troubled thinking of it.

Lately I have been thinking about problems. Well, they are not exactly heavy problems that I have to crack my head to think of solutions. They are everyday issues that I have to deal with. Unemployed, new family members, money management, relationships, conflicts, bills and the newest is moving out from my parents house. Hmm..maybe it is really heavy problems. Realize it or not, problems will never subside. Only that the complexity of the problems differ from one to another, and not necessarily the older we get, the easier we can solve or deal with the problems. Problems are just everywhere in life. It is how we view them and how we take proactive actions to make things okay. Woh, I am starting to speak like a motivator, duhh...

I think two biggest problem that hunting me recently is to find a job as soon as possible and the moving out thing. This whole job hunting is freaking me out! Money become lesser and lesser. After giving birth, I just couldn't manage my time to do my freelance job. Maybe it's a laziness or I just not interested to do freelance anymore. Enough staying at home. I need to go work in office. A year being a housewife was great, but still I need a fix income. Seriously I love staying at home. I can wake up late, no need to rush in the morning, no traffic jam, no pressure from boss..But, moving to new house needs a lot of RM for a small renovation, to buy furniture, to buy a small small things,etc.

I've never imagine I will leaving my parents house. Home that I live in almost 20 years? Moving out is just like a new experience. It's a big thing for me. I can't wait when it's time to pick wall colours, to do real renovation on our house and to buy furniture..Hahaha..I found out that shopping is one kind of theraphy method for me. Hehehe..To decorate your own house I find it an excitement since I'm an interior designer. Which is if I can't really make my own house at least 'sedap mata memandang', then I'm not qualified to be one. But then, money is always main thing. No money, no talk. No money, no bling bling for the house. Don't expect your house to look like a million dollar house when your bank account don't have even thousand dollar. That is why I need to be employed as soon as possible. Because I want my kids to live in a comfortable house just like my parents did to me. I'm excited to move out, but at the same time, I'm not that enthusiast to leave mak. Oh...I'm leaving you mak?

Ah,enough talking problems, new year means new problems. Hehehe... I don't know what's coming this 2009. But I hope for 2009, my family and I will have a blessing day,everyday. I hope very hard to join a good id firm and a good bargain salary..hehe.. (Oh God, please....help me..) and oh..oh..world peace. 

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I never had a new year resolution. Maybe during school time I do have, but never intend to achieve it. I think a 'new year resolution' sounds flippant and cliche. Why not change it to 'My-Must-Do' or 'My-Must-Get' or 'My-Must-Be' or 'My-Must-Have'? Sound realistic to me. Ok, 'My-Must-Do-Get-Be-and-Have 2009' will be..

1. Must get a job real quick..and a good salary too..

2. Must be a good interior designer. To really grab opportunities to be one if I have a job later.

3. I have to improve my English. I must. Blogging helps me a lot and working with international company is an advantage. You'll speak English most of time if you working in english speaking environment. I pray I want to be hired by IDeeAss..Please...Ngee~

4. Must buy new car? Abang, can ah? Ngee~ Changing new car is not a main thing actually. It's about my dream when first I got my car license, is to get my favourite plate number ; WSU 187. Since now they already WSC. Hahaha.. Sound cliche,but I just want it very much. I guess I couldn't have it since I have no job and we are moving to new house. Hmm.. Not a good time right? Sigh~

5. I want to be a big heart person. I wish I am.

6. I must reduce sweet foods and beverages in my diet. This diabetic thing really piss me off. Grrr..

7. I want to be a good mother to precious Razi and Izzat, I want to be a good, patient, caring wife to my lovely husband, I want to be a good daughter to mak and abah and I wish to be a better Muslim.

~ s u h i d a ~