Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you

just to have somebody by my side.

And I don't want to hate you,

I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.

But like a fool I keep losing my place

and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,

and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.

Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.

Baby, you don't have to take the fall.

Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.

Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.

And like a fool who will never see the truth,

I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.

Are there things that you wanted to say?

And do you feel me beside you in your bed,

there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,

and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.

There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.

Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.

Oh, Oh, Oh, No.

~ smh

:; Razi turn to 1 today!!! ::

Razi da setahun hari ni..Epi birthday sayang anak mak...Lots of love and good wishes for you..Hopefully u'll be loved by Allah and person around you..I love you so much Razi..I hope I would be able to love you and adik equally...Love you,love you sooooooo much... ",

Today we did makan-makan..Only Abg Mi's family and MIL invited..We bought secret recipe's cake (which is my favourite..yummy..sedapnye..)hehehe..dapat gak lepas kempunan na suruh abg beli..Then I cooked roti jala,mihun and fried ready made Samosa..Okla..Abang bought KFC too..Huuu..We sang to Razi Epi Bday song which my voice is the louder 1..hahaha..x pernah aku nyanyi depan orang kuat2 lagu epi b'day..Sekali pun tak nah.selalu bukak2 mulut je,tak keluar bunyi pun..kuikuikuikui..tadi semangat tul nyanyi utk Razi..Mak sayang Razi tau!Razi got toy from Ayah Mi and Ummie Zana.Nenek gave you clothes which her favourites now I think if she went for shopping.Sure she will buy some clothes for you, Razi..which I felt sad just now when I heard Opah said,"Nanti Opah belikan hadiah untuk Razi eh.Opah tak larat.." Emm..So sad for Razi when his two grand mother are ill.Not just ill but can't even carry you around.I know both of you wanted so much to carry Razi..I don't know...I just feel that not everyone is lucky enough to have a good life during their oldies days..And I could not imagine how's my life then..Just hoping I have a good health and children that love me..

Well,for my lovely cutest son,Razi..My birthday wishes for you is I just want you to know how wonderful it is to have a son like you..Hope your life will be an exciting long journey of successfull,joyfullness and always be bless by Allah..Amin...

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Kerja Selepas Tak Bekerja ::

Alhamdulillah..sejak resign ni, ada jugak rezeki aku sikit2..sikit2 pun xpela..permulaan..skg ni da ok buat projek yapeim alrahnu tu..repeat income..pastu, harap2 pak noordin nak buat kitchen cabinet dgn aku. Baru2 ni dpt price yang ok..gila2 punye murah.aku harap pak noordin select aku la..dpt la sikit2 gak..

Lepas ni ada 2 projek bungalow pulak..tp tula tak dpt brief lagi..Doa2 aku dapat buat dan deliver yang sepatutnye.. Kehidupan aku lepas x bekerja ni..Entahlah,nak kata tenang, tak tenang.Nak kata tak sibuk, aku rasa bila dah tak bekerja ni lagi sibuk rupenyaaa..Rasa badan lagi penat.Tak taula sebab aku ni terlebih bergerak atau tak banyak bergerak.Hahaha...

Semalam tolong abang wat kad lagi..Adjust sikit dari kad yang sedia ada.Kad tu original color purple,client nak tukar colour coklat n biru.Tapi biru tu na kena adjust sikit kot..Nanti la aku adjust..Aku add sikit ada gambar pelamin as background. Best jugak wat kad kahwin ni..Hehehe..

~ s u h i d a ~

:: Week 6: There's nausea everywhere! ::

Fetal development in pregnancy week 6:embryo in second month This is going to be a busy week for your amazing little embryo. Their brain is still growing remarkably fast; miniature hand plates are starting to develop and the early formations of what will be their fingers are already visible. Also, the lower limbs do not develop quite as fast, so they’re pretty much still flippers. Up until this point, your baby has been very curled up with the head and tail in close proximity, but this week their trunk and neck are beginning to grow and straighten as their tail recedes into its resting position in the back. Even though your little miracle is only 6 weeks old, they’re already capable of demonstrating reflex responses to touch!
And how's mom doing? It’s official (grumble): if you’re going to have morning sickness, you’ll be feeling the unpleasant symptoms starting some time this week. If you don’t, then chances are you’re in the clear-- but don’t blame us if we’re wrong! There are always a handful of women who are officially morning-sickness To lessen your symptoms, you’re going to have to buckle down and focus on cleaning up your diet. Don’t eat fatty foods, drink lots of fluids, eat several small meals throughout the day, take plenty of naps, and don’t forget the prenatal vitamins! late-bloomers with another week or two before the nausea sets in.
There are several factors that can help you determine whether or not you you’re one of the unlucky ones. If you are having twins (or more), or had morning sickness with an earlier pregnancy, or experienced nausea or vomiting with birth control pills, then you might expect to have morning sickness with this pregnancy. To lessen your symptoms, you’re going to have to buckle down and focus on cleaning up your diet. Don’t eat fatty foods, drink lots of fluids, eat several small meals throughout the day, take plenty of naps, and don’t forget the prenatal vitamins! (Have you consulted with your doctor of nutritionist yet?) For those of you without morning sickness: don’t dwell on it,you're just one of the lucky 20% of pregnant women who never actually experience morning sickness.

Hahaha..Maybe i'm the lucky 20% mom..Hopefully..

:: I'm preggy again!!!! ::

I'm pregnant 6 weeks now..Hoo..Rasanye dah leh terima sikit2 da..Mlm dapat tau tu,aku freak out.Sampai bengkak2 mata...Takut woo..Tak sanggup rasanye na menghadapi saat2 tu balik..Aku tak sanggup dalam masa terdekat ni.Kalau dua tiga tahun lagi tak kisah jugak.Ni Razi baru 11 bulan..Tapi,da ter eksiden,na wat cane..terima je la.Orang tak tau lagi ni.Seganla na cter..Hehehe..

Argh..Tension jugak..Da la abang selalu takde kat uma.Tak tau la aku kuat ke tak, na hdp sorang2..Hrp2 Razi tak banyak ragam.Hari ni dia da pandai pegang botol sendiri smpi habis susu tu..Aku puji dia,pandai da Razi..Na jadi abang eh..Hehe..Pastu dia gelak..Macam tau2 je..Insya allah,mak cuba bagi kasih sayang tak terhingga dan tak beza antara Razi dan adik ye..Best eh,na dapat kawan.Mesti Razi nanti kuat jeles ngn adik.Razi kan manja dgn mak..

Still can't believe it yet i've to accept it though i'm not ready..Huu..Hrp Allah memudahkan segala-galanya sampai la bersalin nanti..dan harap2 abang ada di sisi aku masa bersalin nanti..Harap sangat.....Amin..

~ s u h i d a ~